Sunday, June 29, 2008

a perfect goal in the last minute... life tastes... like chocolate :P

Today... live the moment now.. not tomorrow, not yesterday…
Although I didn’t felt like learning, it was one of the best days here...
But… in the end the race is only with yourself..

So many many things happen… :) but also there was a lot of time available..
The trip to Rugen.. (ohh, how many memories… incredible.. ); afternoons in Ulmenstrasse, studying; Mia’s birthday in Warnemunde, staying on the beach till 2 in the morning and then waiting the bus for 40 min :d; the trip to Hamburg with the University, visiting a company; the most looong day in the year…on the beach (sunrise at 4.38 and sunset at 21.48… but during the night is not completely dark… :P); the “white nights”, with some light in the horizon, spending the night till 4 o’clock in the morning reading or.. just watching a movie; friday evening unexpected bike tours and... the perfect sunsets :)...; watching the football games and cheering for one team or another :P; the cooking sessions.. and lunches like home… :P too many times apparently, cause I’m starting to enjoy spending time in the kitchen… :d; the nice loooong talks in Mensa… :)

New friends, plans, and … I’m not being pessimistic, but realistic… I’ve been through this before.. and I suffered… too much… that’s why I don’t want to make plans.. not that type of plans.. I would rather let myself pleasantly surprised…

The price for dreaming is called disappointment… and it’s nice to dream even with the eyes open.. but… sometimes it’s not enough… and it’s not ok when somebody else takes the decision in your place… or takes a decision that it affects you directly without asking you…
I would like that June and July would never end.. although I will have all my exams .. but it’s nice.. and… being happy doesn’t mean having everything, but sharing the little you have with others :)

I’m again in the phase in which I don’t want to go home.. and yes, there are some parts I miss, but… I know I will have those things, sooner or later back… unfortunately, what is happening here… is not coming back… no way.. no other way… so… this is life…
You have to take the ride with no regrets, so in the end, the ones that are standing by your side to regret you…

Just melancholic at 2 am… because my internet connection is not working.. again… :|

PS: I received some requests from pictures on my webpage... I don’t know how to do that.. so… the pictures are separately… www.picasaweb.google.com/andreea.gheorghiu

PS2: After 30 min I realized.. I started writing this.. because of something I found out today.. and of course I forgot to write about it.. one of the LEI (Lokale Erasmus Initiative) members told us today that.. they started planning the orientation week from October… for the “newies”… they are already doing this.. so.. this means, more or less, that.. we will soon be gone from here.. :( … life is shitty… sometimes.. when things are becoming perfect, they simply end.. and..
Just like in Poland... the only way of saying properly goodbye is remembering the first Hello… :)