beautiful day :)

The word for this week is “superficiality”… I feel I am the only one that can see longer then 2 weeks… I know I lost a lot last year, some important moments for my family which I couldn’t attend. I was home for Christmas, but…the person that for me means “home” was not by my side. Now, for Eastern, I’m more then thousand km far from home. I’m trying to convert this space in home, to feel that Rostock is “home”, but… it’s not like Lublin or Iasi. I’ve started searching some masters here.
Today is such a beautiful day, sunny and warm. This week I’ve watched the sunrise everyday from my window at 5-5.30 am. Probably it’s just the emotion, the “home sick”, the “I miss mama”….
In Poland I won a lot, and if you believe that “what doesn’t kills you it makes you stronger”, then probably I will come back stronger.
I’m getting used not to spend my summers home, and in 2 years, when most probably this is going to happen, it will be really sad.
I wish people around me stop for 10 sec and think about what they have…
Right now, I have a very beautiful day ahead, I saw in the morning the sunrise and now I’m going to Warnemünde to watch the sunset at the seaside.
I’m fulfilling some of my dreams here; some of the ones I never hoped for too…:) it could still become better then it is now :P
“But maybe God has for me a bigger plan than I had for myself”…