2 weeks, so many things happen…

First of all, the weather is great… and I’m going to the seaside one time per day, at least: P
It’s incredible how much I feel I’m alive…
And I will never ever regret it… :)

Last week I felt I need a break, I need to run from this place, from the persons here, from… someone…so I decide to go visit my aunt in south… near Nurenberg… 10 hours, 2 trains and a car… tired but happy… and although I left Rostock for 5 days, with my aunt I stayed only 3 (the rest was the road… :P)
It was great, I had a lot of time only with me, I had a model in front of my eyes, and… this way, the chance to decide either this is what I want, what I need for being happy, a family, if this will make me feel complete… and…content…
But… I realized that this type of life it’s not for me... and this life will not mean for me fulfillment… or at least this is what I feel now…
I want to travel more, I want to get to know more people..
Rostock is very very nice, incredible quiet… and silent, but also with parties and people that will help you in any circumstances…:)
(Btw, I was surprised to see how close and dedicated are germans…)
I was 8 years old when I said I want to see and live at least for a few months in Germany. At that time, it was not a big goal, it was huge… HUGE… and now I’m living my dream… each day, each second…
The 3 days spend far from here, from all the people around me, helped me decide what’s gonna be next… if I will choose the family or career. And I choose… I have a plan; I know which are my next steps… what’s going to happen with me…


Saturday, on the 10th of May, I did the most unexpected thing I could do… I went together with aprox 20 other people in a bike tour, for 30 km… (2*15 km). We took the S-Bahn from Rostock to Warnemunde, to the beach, and then, through the woods and grass, we went to another beach, near a small village, where we had grill, and the sand was so clean and nice, and pure… that actually was making a very nice noise when you were walking on it… :P
And after that, we returned in Warnemunde, where the others, the ones that didn’t want to join us for the bike tour, were having also a grill. We stayed until 10pm on the beach, watch the sunset… and then I had some plans for a club… but :P I gave up, not because I was tired, or my muscles were hurting, but because I wasn’t dressed up properly for the bike tour, and now, 2 days after the ride, I still feel my shoulder is BURNING!!!.
Yep, I did it… but now the color of my skin is beginning to change from red to brown… :P

I know that my colleagues have the last 2 weeks of exams… I will miss the graduation party and also the times spend with them, but…
What I’m living here is… 1000 times better and challenging, and powerful and :) I wish I could stay here forever… I wish I could be young forever…
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